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Separation Anxiety

I am floundering

Tripping

Stumbling

Falling

Not wanting to rise again

I can’t think about it because

I get a lump in my throat

My eyes threaten to cry

I feel sick to my stomach

I am uncertain

Unsure

Unstable

I don’t know how to make it through this

I will pretend

Masquerade

Bluff

Take so many deep breaths

That I shall eat up all the oxygen in the room

In an attempt to be okay

 

 

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26 thoughts on “Separation Anxiety

  1. Raw. This is just raw and horribly brilliant.

  2. Painful. Beautiful. Wonderful, FBG.

  3. rougedmount on said:

    the painful void of in between full of doubts and fears, is a horrible place to be alone..HOPE: hold on, pain ends…the tattoo of my life

  4. That horrible feeling in your stomach.
    xx

  5. sirensway on said:

    Good morning my beautiful, raw soul sister. I am here gently willing your third eye to open and your brilliantly noisy mind to become quiet in her persistence. ❀

  6. Mariette on said:

    I love this piece, so beautifully sad, but I hate that you’re feeling this way. Long road ahead, but you’ll get through this.

  7. I always try to keep my mountains small, try to not look too far ahead. This is a very hard time for you. Hang in there.

  8. Kira on said:

    Ugh…I’m feeling you on this one sweetie!! That feeling in the pit of your stomach that just won’t leave you the hell alone. This was raw and heartfelt. Sending you a big hug! My best friend always says, “In through the nose. Out through the mouth.” I never know whether to hug or kick her when she says it, but I always do it and it seems to help a little xoxo

  9. Wow. This is incredibly honest and it brings to mind exactly how I’ve felt many times. You evoke it amazingly well. I hope you’re hanging in there all right.

  10. You WILL be okay. Because you already are.

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