I’ve decided I can’t do it anymore. As much as I hate taking any sort of prescription medication, I will go to my doctor next Monday morning, and prostrate myself at his feet and beg him to give me something to help my anxiety. My psyche, and my body, feel ravaged by the effects of anxiety. I worry I will never be able to have a successful relationship again, or I will irreparably damage the relationships I currently have, if I don’t do something.
Here’s hoping he hears my cry for help.