Haunting Regret
What’s the one regret you can’t work through?
You got it baby, mine would be you
Yeah you got it baby, mine would be you
As if the morning wasn’t emotional enough, I had to hear these lyrics and think of you. The tears were instantaneous–a build-up of what-ifs, disappointments, and lost love–flowing down my cheeks, intermingled with sobs. I am still mad as hell at you after all these years. You just gave up on everything and walked away. You never even gave me and you a chance. I had loved you from the first night we met, and after 4 1/2 years of loving you, you just walked away. Do you know that every relationship I have had since you has been shit? Of course you don’t, because we haven’t spoke in over two years now. I am still trying to figure out why I can’t let you go. Is it the regret I can’t work through, or do I still love you after all this time?