Overexposed Nerves Lead to Numbness
The effect I used on this photo is called “overexposed”. It perfectly describes the way I am feeling tonight. This is a photo of a new wall in my upstairs bathroom, which I just got done putting a second coat of paint on. When I paint I think. Sometimes that’s a good thing, but tonight it wasn’t because I thought about The Fuck Stick. I am starting to delve into it. It’s what I do. I dive into the deep pool of crap, immerse myself in it until I nearly drown, and only then can I right myself and swim for the surface. This is the way I deal with shit in my life. I have to pick it apart, to try to reassemble it in an order that makes sense. For awhile I will have a had time being overly jovial and will probably isolate myself. These times are uncomfortable, but necessary. It means the healing has begun.
Fat Bottom Girl Said What 
We have many walls in dire need of paint if your mood isn’t clear when your done with your own walls. Just being helpful is all.
I would love to come to your house and paint Don, but you would have to supply me with Miller Lite, because this painter doesn’t do BLL!! lol
Sometimes it’s tough when your head gets into a funk. I hope you feel better soon.
Thanks dear!
Holy moly. Don’t drown!
I’m heading to pick up your head honey!!
I ain’t promising to paint. 😔❤
I isolate and make myself as invisible as possible. Stay strong and we are here for you! I say YEAH to the healing.
Thanks!