#BeReal – FAT BOTTOM GIRL
I feel honored the beautiful wordsmith Hasty, of Hasty Words, allowed me to post about some of my personal shame for her #BeReal series. Head over and check it out, and keep hanging around for some really amazing writers.
Please welcome today’s #BeReal guest, Fat Bottom Girl.
The load of shame I carry on a daily basis weighs me down.
I wish I could tell you when I picked up this particular baggage, but I cannot. I’ve carried it so long, that it’s become a part of me; melded into my marrow.
My shame stems not only from things I’ve done, but also from things which have been done to me.
Lately, I’ve been feeling especially shameful about one thing–my addiction to cigarettes. You see, I recently started smoking again after having quit almost 5 years ago.
It started out fairly harmless, a puff of a friend’s cigarette here and there when drinking. . .then a few more puffs. . . then half of a cigarette. . .and then whole ones, but still only on the weekends if I was drinking. . .and then here came the stress of…
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