Luck
She doubted the existence of luck, but was acutely aware if it was somewhere out there in the universe, she never got any of it.
Especially when it came to men. Her ex-husband had cheated on her with one of her best friends when she was pregnant with their son, and every man she’d been with since had cheated on her too.
She wanted love, but she didn’t know how to get it. She thought love had more to do with luck than anything else, and considering her track record, she often wondered if she was meant to be alone the rest of her life.
Fat Bottom Girl Said What 
You are not meant to be alone. sometimes you have to sift thru the chaff to get to the wheat.
I don’t have the energy for that. lol