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Big Changes Coming

I’m losing my job at the end of the year.  I have known it was coming, just wasn’t sure when, and now I know.

I desperately need a change and I am being forced to make one.

For months I have envisioned myself selling my house, buying an RV, and moving away from Kansas to work elsewhere, and be able to explore another part of the country.  However, I think that dream has had the brakes applied, as lot rent seems to be hella expensive, and I can’t afford an RV payment and over $1,000 a month in rent.

I have no idea where I’m going, or what I’m doing, and I’m stressed.  My life feels so out of control right now, wanting change but scared to make the change.

 

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6 thoughts on “Big Changes Coming

  1. That is stressful, I hope a doorway opens for you soon.

  2. I’m working on my newest latest understandings about what these intense, awe and fear inspiring events are meant for. I think I have a slight light in understanding, but not enough to fully articulate it yet. I have a feeling you are going through the same sort of push from life I’ve been getting to move to a higher, yet deeper place in life. I have no answers for you, but I will send my thoughts as prayers for you in my smudge tonight. I hope you’ll get a few minutes of real peaceful calm in all of this soon. zo

    • Thanks so much, I appreciate that! I am feeling the need for “more”–more art and music in my life, more connections, more challenges. I don’t want to just exist, I want to live!! 🙂

  3. Sorry that the change is out of your hands. I hope this won’t come with too many surprises, but some silver linings instead.

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