Big Changes Coming
I’m losing my job at the end of the year. I have known it was coming, just wasn’t sure when, and now I know.
I desperately need a change and I am being forced to make one.
For months I have envisioned myself selling my house, buying an RV, and moving away from Kansas to work elsewhere, and be able to explore another part of the country. However, I think that dream has had the brakes applied, as lot rent seems to be hella expensive, and I can’t afford an RV payment and over $1,000 a month in rent.
I have no idea where I’m going, or what I’m doing, and I’m stressed. My life feels so out of control right now, wanting change but scared to make the change.
That is stressful, I hope a doorway opens for you soon.
I’m working on my newest latest understandings about what these intense, awe and fear inspiring events are meant for. I think I have a slight light in understanding, but not enough to fully articulate it yet. I have a feeling you are going through the same sort of push from life I’ve been getting to move to a higher, yet deeper place in life. I have no answers for you, but I will send my thoughts as prayers for you in my smudge tonight. I hope you’ll get a few minutes of real peaceful calm in all of this soon. zo
Thanks so much, I appreciate that! I am feeling the need for “more”–more art and music in my life, more connections, more challenges. I don’t want to just exist, I want to live!! 🙂
Sorry that the change is out of your hands. I hope this won’t come with too many surprises, but some silver linings instead.
Thanks! Me too. 🙂