You’re Not Worthy
You’re amazing and intelligent and have a wonderful sense of humor and you’re beautiful
but I only want to. . .
fuck you behind my wife’s back
sext with you and get you to send me dirty pictures to get off to
lie to you about everything that counts
continually crush your hopes and dreams until you have none left
control you with my words and fists to break your spirit
tell you I love you but never show you
say I’m dedicated to you, but fuck other women every chance I get
disrespect you
Fat Bottom Girl Said What 
Wow. This is pretty deep yet such a sad reality.
It has been my reality.
I hate the fact that these words are true so often, and respect the courage it takes to speak speak them. xx
This has been my life, but I don’t want it to be this way anymore.
Relationships are such utter bullshit sometimes. Most times.
I’m likely healthier when I’m not in one, because I obviously don’t know how to be in healthy ones, which I hate. I tend to avoid men at this point, because I’m not sure what I’d do if the opportunity ever presented itself.
I hit “like,” but I hate this.
I’m sorry.
I get ya. I don’t “like” it either.