Specter of Self
I doubt my existence in this life
everything is rote
monotonous
I’m unsure how I get to work
I sniff my armpit to make sure I put my deodorant on
food tastes bland and boring
my breathing is shallow
my blood feels like syrup in my veins
my hands have no grip
and I can’t feel the bottoms of my feet
color blind
I see nothing but various shades of gray
I am not among the living
diaphanous
depression has made me a ghost again
Sounds like the pits. Hope it passes soon.
Me too
It is like you were channeling my thoughts. xx
I wish I wasn’t, because I know it’s not a good feeling. Thanks so much for reading and commenting!
the same with me