Unlovable
I drink too much and cuss like a sailor and sometimes I smoke and I can be a procrastinator and I’m a blurter and I’m too independent and I’m ADD and OCD and I have too much history and not enough patience and I pop my gum and. . . and. . .
and you look at me as if I’ve lost my mind
(they always look at me as if I’ve lost my mind)
I tilt my head to the side and look at you, quizzically, like I’m the dog and you’re the master
not understanding what you see in me
it’s like you can’t see all the bad stuff
Why don’t you see all the bad stuff?
Because I want you to.
I want you to see it all.
First thing.
Right off.
I want to scare you with the bad stuff (because you scare me)
frighten you away from this thing that is me.
Because no one can love this.
You couldn’t possibly.
What’s to love about this?
Fat Bottom Girl Said What 
What’s not to?
Numerous things. . .or at least that’s the way I feel.
Something I’ve been thinking about myself lately. I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s going to take a very special woman to be able to truly love me. Now how to find her…
I don’t even know where to start looking.
I think it’s best not to look. I think when you and your heart are ready, it will happen. That’s my experience at least. 🙂
I haven’t been looking. lol
Ha ha ha. You’re on your way then. 😉
You’re very lovable. The right person won’t be intimidated by anything.
I have my doubts that “the right person” exists.
Yes, I don’t believe in Mr. Right.
I do, however, believe in Mr. Right Now.
I can’t even find one of those! hahaha