Fat Bottom Girl Said What

When my ass talks, people listen.

the beast

in the shower it hits me
punching me in the gut like a prize fighter
threatening to spill emotions onto the porcelain
like bad Chinese takeout from a queasy stomach

its fingers, icy tendrils, grip my heart
so quickly and tightly
it makes my breath hitch
the pain bringing tears to my eyes

the beast rears its ugly head
opening his colossal jaws
to enclose me in them
swallow me whole, just to spit me out
flesh flayed, bones exposed

why is it you doing the right things
scares me more
than all the wrong things those other guys did


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15 thoughts on “the beast

  1. Very powerful!

    I hope the fears of whoever it is that’s doing the right things fades and you can enjoy each other…

  2. Change is difficult. Even positive change. All the best, girlfriend.

  3. Fear is a normal part of healing — even when the journey is good we fear. Wishing you all the best! He sounds great!

  4. Very well written. Miss ya girly.

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