Fat Bottom Girl Said What

When my ass talks, people listen.

Homesickness

I have been thinking I wanted to travel, to mark some things off my bucket list.  I thought this until I got hundreds of miles away from home.  Right now I feel lonely, miserable, almost sick to my stomach, because I only want to be home.  I am in a new relationship and all my old anxieties are surfacing.  Even though he has told me he will be there when I get home, I don’t believe it.  He hasn’t answered a call or a text message for the last five hours.  It is making me crazy.  I am allowing it to make me crazy.  I want to be able to soothe myself, and know that all is well.  How in the fuck do I do that??  I miss him.  I want to hear his voice.  I want him to make me laugh like he always does, then I will know everything is fine.  Why do I feel like I am testing myself?

Advertisements

Single Post Navigation

5 thoughts on “Homesickness

  1. Oh, girl. I know that feeling. The head over heels I am going insane anser the phone right now feeling. Resist the crazy. He likes you. You spend a little time liking you, too, please. Let him miss you. xo

  2. Resist the crazy!! Great line and so true!! We are our own worst enemies with this shit! Just enjoy yourself… you have to be a full person with or without a man. 🙂

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

bloggerelstl

You either get it... or you don't.

Going Commando

one blurt at a time

theonerealheir.wordpress.com/

Inky blackness, a yawning void ~

Caffeinated Cyclist

emptiness personified

Dirty, Naked & Happy

is currently taking a break from blogging x

Playing for Time

"How did it get so late so soon?" ~Dr. Seuss

Eye Will Not Cry

"Eye Fly High"

The Roar Sessions

A weekly series edited by Jena Schwartz

Ella Dawson

My business is generally pleasurable.

Beth Teliho

Read. Ingest the words. Like little blue pills, they will affect you.

kirilson photography

the stories behind the pictures, and vice versa

SAINTSWEST

Just my thoughts for all to behold

Book Snob

FOR DISCERNING READERS

An Obvious Oblivion Blog

🍃 Fully Living The Unfinished Things Of Life Through Writings. 🍃

www.immodiumabuser.com

AS I TOLD THE GIRL THAT I LOST MY VIRGINITY TO, THANKS FOR LAUGHING AT ME HERE TODAY.

Lou Times Two

top knot wearin' mama to twin girls

Sweet Spell

A baking and dessert blog.

Tangled Up In Music

Music Reviews (and other things)

Yeah, Another Blogger

An Arts-Filled And Tasty Jaunt Through Life

Budgie Bigelow's Blog

Finely crafted short fiction & stories

Annabel Vita

a little bit of this and a little bit of that

insert witticism

The home of Emma O'Brien

shatteredtalon's Blog

The musings of a scorpion who would have been an eagle

Buffalo Tom Peabody's blog 2

The 9 Lives of Buffalo Tom Peabody, Gunther Tootie, Ignatius “IGGY” Rattlebottom-Bunn, Larry "Bubba" Flowers & Doodlesack. NO AWARDS. please.

knowingkimberly

I blog now. I know, I can't believe it either.

The Reluctant Cat Owner's Journal

Gay humor writer writing about cats, cat care, life, and the adventures of being gay.

%d bloggers like this: